**This blog does contain scripture**
This past week was a little difficult. I didn’t push myself to get things done like I did that last week. But luckily, I can change. Some may think that what I am about to do will be crazy, but I think it will give me the push I need. I have decided to start counting my calories again and stop eating fast food. BUT, WAIT A MINUTE, I am going to keep Subway in and Firehouse Subs, because their foods are not fried. But you will not see me come out of Subway, with that mini pizza either. (Unless, my nieces and nephews come to visit! :)) For the next 90 days. 🙂 Which ends somewhere around November.
I don’t want to be like the rest, I want to be different.
To be honest, week 2, I kind of fell of the wagon. I feel like I had went backwards. I didn’t even seek out help because I was stuck inside myself. In Luke 16:13, says (NKJV), “No servant can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.” I feel as if, I had served two different masters. One master would be food and lack of discipline. Another master would of course be Jesus Christ. I do not feel that I served Christ like I should have this week. I had junk food, I had sodas, I didn’t workout. My body made me suffer for it too.
I need help! (Yes, I admit, I need help) I need encouragement to help me get through this process, because I can not do it on my own. Because I will (already have) failed. Philippians 4:13 says, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” I need someone that can let me lean on them or push me through when I think I can not. There will be times where I feel scared because I am venturing into something new. I will remember what Duet 31:6 says (ESV), “Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”
So, I say I am going to go to the gym at least 5 times this week and look for the check in at Gold’s Gym (which I am thinking about closing) or Fitness Center (They are cheaper and closer to my house) (Starting Tuesday, because today is Monday).
Beginning Week: 244 lbs
Week 1: 240.4 lbs
Week 2 (off the wagon): 243.8* Went back up because I feel off the wagon does make me sad, I have learned my lesson though*